Archive for June, 2009

This stuff is hard…

Thursday, June 11th, 2009

I’ve been thinking a lot about “relational leadership” and I don’t even really know what that means (if anyone does, please help me out).  But i am convinced that it means at least a lot of time spent with each other.  I am also convinced that it means that we have to rely on our relationships to move things forward and not structures.  The problem is, i’m not perfect (shocking isn’t it!).  So i mess up, and hurt people, and have mixed motives that I can’t even unravel myself, much less expect anyone else to be able to decipher.  And I let my own insecurities pop up at in-opportune times.

And yet I am convinced that it is the only way to move forward.  What matters most are the relationships we form and the people we are able to pour ourselves into.

But i still want to get stuff done.

Like I said, this stuff is hard.

j